spring break without him =(

Ok so we survived our first fight/stupid disagreement over sexting(yea that's what the fight was over for those who read my last post an had the biggest piece of info missing). Moving right along i want to thank everyone who commented an gave me advice as well as my friends outside of my blog ...well all but one lol i have a friend that said guys have needs an i should attend to them...about that lol i believe in compromise in a relationship but not conforming to, i like my morals an i stick to them. But that's not what this blog is about spring break is coming up for me it starts Friday an i have plans to hang out with friends, go shopping, the movies even clubbing. My boyfriend is always telling me i need to go out more an have fun so i plan to try an do just that next week but going out without him feels weird. An no I'm not just assuming it will be weird I know it will be. just last week i went to the movies with a group of 12 people after the movie we were loud we had fun we ate waffles at 2 in the morning lol but i kept looking at my phone an i even texted him. I felt guilty for going out because he wasn't with me(is that weird?). How am i suppose to go out to the movies again or clubbing(which iv never done) with him not there? i don't feel right knowing that hes working an I'm playing. (=_=" any army girlfriends leaving in NY missing there soldier wanna go bowling with me instead)*sigh*