So it's only been a Little over a month since iv last seen him but i cant help but feel lonely. I guess he is really busy at the moment because he doesn't call an he barely ever txt me. I don't know if this is weird or not but i light up when i get a txt from him but as soon as I reply i feel lonely because i know that i might not get a reply from him. at least when he gos to bed he txt me saying goodnight so i know he is thinking of me. Now that i think about it i think all of his txt he sends is just to let me know I'm on his mind. which is probable why once i respond i get nothing back. eh who knows I'm just talking in circles here. to be honest when he usually went away it never really bothered me because we talked alot but now that we don't talk at all everything seems so blah. I try to pass the time by planing what to bring when i go see him at his base so far i only know the 6 books I'm bringing to help me pass the time when hes working =_=". It sucks that i still have 49 days to wait until i can be in his arms again but that's just the way it is. Plus I'm lucky because alot of other army girlfriends/boyfriends have a much longer wait than i. Ok I'm gonna stop wasting every ones time with this blog n say goodnight.
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